Blogging

Sometimes I wonder what is the point of blogging ... Sharing your thoughts with people you don't know or sometimes even nobody.

Just to let out of the thoughts you cannot share face to face with other people. Isn't it because we're cowards or just not trusting enough to tell things ... In that case isn't it foolish of us to trust strangers ??

Well the anonymous part makes it easier but with everything we share it's not that much anonymous anymore. I wouldn't make it anonymous if I could be sure some people wouldn't be able to read these ... A bit of privacy. But again it is foolish to wish for privacy when you share online. 

The thing is, I started this blog because I needed to share my black thoughts from the time I was very low ... But I couldn't let my family and friends worry about me when I knew I would overcome it ... I just needed time. 

Now sometimes I just feel like telling something ... And I just don't want to wait for someone to raise the subject for me to talk about it. Not to depend on people for something trivial like sharing my thoughts on something. 

So here I am ... Blogging to share with your my friends.

Addicted ...

It's crazy how much technology gets us addicted. 

I just move to my new place past month and internet wasn't working for the last 3 weeks ... I think I was going crazy ! 

I'm a streaming and SNS addict ... Now that Internet is working I need to catch up with all the episodes I missed. 

It's crazy how much I was craving for it. I'm not saying I'm not enjoying it but I'm just noticing. 

I think that my time in Asia also made me worse about all that stuff.

Well anyway ... I'm sorry my friends but my computer is waiting for me.

Waiting for the train

So much to tell you my friends !

I'm back in France ... Well it's been a month now. After 5 days at my parents house I send out resume looking out for a new job. In the following hours I got a phone call for an interview (which took place the next day) ... 3 days later I'm hired, starting at the end of the week. 

In 4 days, I bought a second hand car (well my parents helped me a bit for that), and I found an appartment near by my new working place.

The job is good, the pay is good, no stress, real days off ... I'm feeling good. 

The plus is that I now work and live nearby Paris (20 min by train, 40 min by car) ... It's very easy to go see my friends when I'm off and in the same time I'm in the country side (so calm and nice).

I'm more of a city girl but I think I need the calm to enjoy even more my days out in Paris. 

Well the summary of the last month is done ... Last night I was partying in Paris and now I'm just waiting for my train back. 

Have a nice day my friends.

Back in France

Finally back in France. It's when you're away that you really realize what you'll miss. I was so focus on going away from my shitty job that I didn't really realize how much I will miss other things like my friends. But to be honest while I was working I didn't have time to spent with them. 

Now I'm in France, I need to find a job and I miss KL. I know that one day I'll go back ... My heart lies in Asia whatever happens. 

For now I'll do the best with what I have and enjoyed the time I have here. 

Sleepless night ...

Why is it that I cannot fall asleep tonight?

I keep watching these tv shows episodes, hoping that they will make me fall asleep. But my eyes are wide open and even in the darkest room and when I shut down all sounds I cannot fall asleep. 

I wish it would be because I slept enough the last 2 days of my weekend but I'm pretty sure it's not ... Am I worried about something?

I'm always worried about work but maybe the last screw up of my colleague that I had to fix last minute today might be it. Hoping that tomorrow morning ... Well actually later today, my boss won't get on me telling me I should have rechecked everything. I'm a simple employee not even a manager ... Why do I have to clean up behind others? 

I feel like a baby sitter in a nursery ... Surrounded by kids so focused on themselves that they forget they're not alone in this world and definitely not the less lucky!

Hopefully I'll get some sleep before starting my day of work.

Lunch break ...

Thank God I didn't forget anything yesterday ... Meeting went smoothly and I'm up for the day. 

I have work to do but not too much I cannot handle. Atmosphere today is good, I feel good ... Feel like going to the gym tonight then swimming pool ... Hopefully it stays like that until tonight !

Aja Aja Fighting !!

Unfinished Day ...

Such a crapy day ... I've been running around non stop and finally I'm on my way home and I keep feeling as if I forgot to do something.

Tomorrow morning we have a meeting and I have the feeling it's gonna suck because I feel like I forgot something ...

I'm gonna go home ... Eat the amazing Katsu Curry I'm picking up on my way, seat comfortably and redo my day in my head to find what I forgot ... At least be sure I haven't forgotten anything. 

Yes ... I'm gonna do that ! And watch Running Man !