Changes Coming Ahead ...

Let's make it short.

I live and work in Malaysia. I love the place, finally made good friends after a few months and ... my job sucks. Sucks like really SUCKS ! It's not that it's not interesting, it is ... but I'm not passionate about it. What sucks is that I'm working understaffed ... I have to assume the job of 3 people (at least), which is clearly impossible and she (my boss) fuck me up every time I make a mistake. I admit sometimes I might deserve it ... but most of the time I cannot help it ... I'm not wonder woman !

Well ... the point is ... about 2 months ago I got THE email. The one that made me realize that it had to stop ! She threatened to give me a warning letter with a list of objectives on the next day ... yes because of course she sent me that email on my day off ... early afternoon. Just so that I can think about it for a looooong time ! That was easy ... if she's thinking about firing me, that's perfect, that's all I needed to quit. Which I did ... obviously !

My 3 months notice is almost over (in about 20 days ... because I took my annual leave to finish a bit earlier). I'm overjoyed going back in France (yeah ... I'm french) ... but in the same time, I'm gonna miss the life here. Well ... the part when I didn't have to work (which was and still is very rare ... at most 1 day a week). I will never get the life style I can have here, and I'm gonna miss my friends but I need to think about me ...  I've been thinking how not to hurt, embarrass, disturb and bother others ... STOP !

Now, all I have to do is find a job in France ... which recently is not the easiest thing in the world to do. I'm looking for a winter season job in the mountains ... but until now no positive answer. "Your resume is interesting, but unfortunately our team for the season is already complete" ... that kind of bullshit ... I need to keep going with the resume though ... just not tonight.